I don't want to believe in it, but I cannot deny that there are many scriptures that mention being "chosen" by God.
It doesn't make sense in the scheme of things. If I have been chosen...then why don't I feel chosen? For so long now I have been living on the knowledge of God. I know that he is alive in me, I know that he works through me, I just don't feel him. Shouldn't a relationship feel like something? Anything, good or bad, but at least something.
I guess I shouldn't ask too much because then he will plunge my life into difficulties to big for me to handle and make me feel the need to rely completely on him.
*sigh*
Now I am assuming a character on God that doesn't belong to him.
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