Overwhelmed

I am feeling slightly overwhelmed, very tired, and sort of beyond hope. Let me explain.

Home: There is always so much to do. I will never catch up. Right now the dishes are pretty much done (YAY!) but the living room is a mess and the house hasn't been vacuumed in over a week, and my dresser top is covered by who knows what and the bathroom is pretty gross, and the list goes on.

It's too much.

Business: I am not doing anything to further the new business venture that I started a couple of months ago. I have not had enough time in the last couple of weeks. I may get a half hour here or there, but that is not enough time to really get things going. If I really want this thing to succeed, I am going to have to find more time. But I don't see where that time is going to come from. The evening hours used to be my friend, but now I feel just as tired at night as I do in the morning.

Getting old.

Busy: Work has been very busy these last couple of weeks. Which is part of the reason that I have had no time to work on my business. I hosted the league art show at the school. It went well, but I am still exhausted. It ended yesterday

So tired.

I don't now what to do. Get up early? Perhaps. This goes against my nature, but as I said, I am not the person I used to be. I can't be up late and function at the same time, even this hour is a stretch, My eyes are drooping and I am having difficulty focusing on the words being typed. I won't be doing anything else this evening.

For now, I will get up 15 minutes early to do a QT. Just 15 minutes...I can do it!